Metastasis

I'm trapped in myself
Caught in my own desires
Lost in my own decisions
Losing in my own choices, in my life
And my desire are just stand-by
Turn off for all of this life
I don't feel anything
The people look at me and feel nothing to return
This cold and jaded dead skin
This black and blue in my heart
This alcohol in my veins
The love is fading
The life is vanishing
So bored and confused
So lost and crazy
No hand to pushing me
No air to gave me lucidity
Notinhg, only nothing
Sand in the beggining
Sand in the end.

...Where are you?
I can't shed my skin
I can't shared my life
I can't feel anything
I'm dying
Just seeing your smile far away
And dissapear in your history.